term 2 is finally over and june hols has just started! woot! finally get to have some time to do some catching up for all my projects, assignments, and also on the upcoming exco tasks.

just had a good look at the uh upcoming events, oh man, schedule super packed lol. really no time to slack lor wth. /faint. (talking about fainting... my low blood symptom just uh resurfaced this morning. bloody hell. lucky it's not too bad x.x time to drink more water haha.)

looked through my sis's compact cam and realised there's a bit of unposted photos. x.x really got too much stuff to do lor! hahaha. so i shall just post accordingly to those photos haha. dont want accumulated photos again x.x still need to update my last year's blog cos i still have loads of photos which i have not posted?! @@;

2009, 04, 25 IP OPENHOUSE

yea, went to mend the booth for sydney trip hahaha. it was kinda uh boring, i have to say = = in the end i was entertaining myself by talking to wx's sister lol! oh god, she's so TALL. /shocked. dont look like lower sec student at all >.<; anw, thanks a lot to manda for letting me mend sydney booth hahah. at least got something to write in PEARLS or sth. just wanna make sure can fill up at least one page if there's a need to do PEARLS at the end of year 2. = = keke, and here are the pictures!

adriel n des sitting on their smp poster! lol!


sl, kw and me with our sydney booth! haha.


sl and sy in the PT waiting for mr chan's talk haha.


sl, sy, kw, ken, des during the refreshment session!


sy stealing food from the refreshment booth >.>


sydney booth :D :D


ok, it's us again >.>


and us again <.< this time with our presents from ms ng! haha. so sweet! give us chocs/sweets from marks and spencer haha.


peek-a-boo with germ >.<


peek-a-boo with sl, germ and my marks and spencer jelly beans x.x


des the mugger?!



2009, 05, 29 Last day of term 2

oh god, you guys wont know how happy i was that day. it felt like heaven... really. know what happened? MY 4TH GPP FINALLY GOT APPROVED OMFGGGGGGGGG. >.<; my grp members were all so happy! oh man, we made it. WE MADE IT. hahaha. it was great when mr teo said: "as far as your gpp is concerned, you guys are ok." LOL. we were all like smiling to ourselves XD ahahaha. then i was like saying "oh man, so many happy stuff happened recently.". yea, this week, it was confirmed that im the admin head of the 26th photog exco and then now my gpp has finally been approved. plus, it's the last day of term 2!!! woot! things seem to be starting to move on smoothly! hahaha.

ok ok, on to the other parts of the day. went to marina with kc and mel after sch. hm, ate for ages at carl's jr. oh man, those 2 never eat before carl's jr! /shocked. haha. so yea, they all went, and then ate the same stuff as me, again... = = and mel had her burger without any veggie!!!! lol! talked for quite some time. hmm. kept getting shot about sms-ing... = = it's just too bad that im having STM now and i take ages to sms ppl /faint.

after lunch, we just floated around while they kept asking me to guess the trick behind fuzzy wuzzy... -.-; ended up at action city and played the 解连环. oh god, mel actually solved one faster than me. /faint. oh man, where did all my IQ go. /cry. then we went to play with the candy box which shocks people >.<; was kinda uh.... fun? x.x got this springy feeling after getting shocked LOL. was a bit painful ahaha. mel dint dare to touch it with her bare hands -.-;

decided to go home and we dropped by the 'marvelous icecream' for jap icecream! woot! treated them haha. took quite some time to choose which flavor to eat -.-; in the end we had belgium banana chocolate (chocolate cos mel prefers to have it and banana cos i like to eat the banana there XD XD poor kc!). spammed pics there too!!!

the icecream, hohoho.


dont they look like they are advertising for the icecream? >.<


k, i need to improve on my camwhore skills. someone from photog please enlighten me, i need some professional camwhore course! >.<


random shot at the reflection on the freezer haha.


here's a better shot after i've taken the same shot for so many times!!!


and here's the pic of the banana tiramisu from the same shop in cone! ate it together with my sis that other day hahaha.

with flash.


without flash.


so what other stuff have i been up to? hmmmm. i have to say, quite A LOT. oh yea, there's quite a lot of drama in my family too. HAHA. those few who are closer to me would have heard the very interesting and funny stories lol. yeap, all took place right after my grandma's recent death. oh man, the funeral was like a platform for all to display their acting skills. LOL. then, there's the thing about them splitting the assets. even had drama on uh who to get the refrigerator and wooden stools in my grandma's house LOL. zomg entertaining. there's still more! some stuff about 'she dont want to return me my wedding photo', etc etc. too much to say LOL. oh man, sometimes i wonder how would there be people with the face to actually say such things out of their mouths. so immature! LOL.

have been visiting dr heng on a weekly basis since second week of may... = = sickly girl. sigh. too much stuff happening at one go. i have been missing a lot of lessons recently lol. and i really mean it. friends asking me y i keep eating med lol! y i keep getting sick! how i know! XD im not getting abused, mind you. i even have some person nagging at me whole day to eat eat and eat! and im actually kinda fit, judging from my napfa results lol. mum told me i've been spending quite a sum of money on doc recently and i better get well soon before she asks me to pay for the bills LOL. funny mother x.x

talking about bills, my hp bill... /faint. ok la, the recent one still not bad. it's great that i actually managed to keep to the sms quota x.x but then judging from the need to sms since im in the exco now, i think i better recontract soon. stupid sms quota >.<

kk type for ages le. going to heat up food to eat soon. everyone went out lor T.T actually could have went to orchard with mum and sis la. but then got to settle stuff. tmr got pw meeting haha. then my 2nd sis went out to meet with her friend also. ask her is it her best friend, she say no. then ask her who, she just ignore my qns. hmm, maybe something is going on... LOL. i hope, i sincerely hope sth is going on and she can finally get married off? LOL. oh man, someone please take care my blur sis for me. XD

right, cya guys! (shall post the opening theme of fullmetal alchemist 2 before i go~ kinda nice i think. keke. woot! thr's dance lesson tmr!! shall go prac later. horrible steps. but a bit dizzy... can dance anot i wonder... LOL.)

YUI - Again

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Lyrics

Yume no tsuzuki oikaketeita hazu nano ni
Magarikunetta hosoi michi hito ni tsumazuku

Ano koro ni mitai ni tte modoritai wake janai no nakushitekita sora wo sagashiteru
Wakattekuremasu you ni gisei ni natta you na kanashii kao wa yamete yo

Tsumi no saigo wa namida janai yo zutto kurushiku seotte kun da
Deguchi mienai kanjou meiru ni
Dare wo matteru no
Shiroi NOOTO ni tsuzutta you ni motto sunao ni hakidashitai yo
Nani kara nogaretainda
Genjitsu tte yatsu

Kanaeru tame ni ikiterun datte
Wasurechaisou na yoru no mannaka
Bunan ni nante yatterarenai kara
Kaeru basho mo nai no
Kono omoi wo keshite shimau ni wa
Mada jinsei nagai deshou (I'm on the way)
Natsukashikunaru
Konna itami mo kangei jan

Ayamaranakucha ikenai yo ne aa gomen ne
Umaku ienakute shinpai kaketa mama datta ne

Ano hi kakaeta zenbu ashita kakaeru zenbu
Junban tsuketari wa shinai kara
Wakattekuremasu you ni sotto me wo tojitanda
Mitakunai mono made miendamon

Iranai uwasa ni chotto hajimete kiku hatsugen docchi
Mukaiattara tomodachi datte
Uso wa yamete ne
Fukai HAATO ga iradatsu you ni karadan naka moeteirun da
Hontou wa kitai shiten no
Genjitsu tte yatsu

Kanaeru tame ni ikiterun datte
Sakebitaku naru yo kikoete imasu ka
Bunan ni nante yatterarenai kara
Kaeru basho mo nai no
Yasashisa ni wa itsumo kansha shiteru
Dakara tsuyoku naritai (I'm on the way)
Susumu tame ni
Teki mo mikata mo kangei jan

Douyatte tsugi no DOA akerun dakke kangaeteru
Mou hikikaesenai monogatari hajimatterun da
Me wo samase me wo samase

Kono omoi wo keshite shimau ni wa
Mada jinsei nagai deshou
Yarinokoshiteru koto yarinaoshite mitai kara
Mou ichido yukou

Kanaeru tame ni ikiterun datte
Sakebitaku naru yo kikoete imasu ka
Bunan ni nante yatterarenai kara
Kaeru basho mo nai no
Yasashisa ni wa itsumo kansha shiteru
Dakara tsuyoku naritai (I'm on the way)
Natsukashikunaru
Konna itami mo kangei jan

[credits to: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/y/yui/again.html]

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rare that i get to post on a weekday eh? its all thanks to chan fullday. yeap, our soccer boys and softball girls got gold ytd, so we got our fullday today. i actually reached sch at 8am and he announced the fullday like 10-15min later? = = oh man, anw i went to sch to hand in pw. then was supposed to do bio prac but then cos no red veggie so... XD was supposed to go for movies, and then i was getting psycho'ed to go for ip outing too. paiseh people, my stomach acted up on me AGAIN. /faint. dont know whats wrong recently haha. so i came home to rest instead.

one whole day free! woot! shall go edit guitar concert photos (shouldnt need too much editing, just need to do a bit cropping for some). will read through bio and econs notes. need to do econs essay haha. tmr got photog handover! so sad the exco gonna leave us T.T what to give them sia! idk! i think we should really do a proper farewell thing for them! >.< but then hor, it's true that our photog seniors like always appear one leh. like now i still get to see J4 seniors i think. XD hope we'll keep in touch! keke.

went for dance lesson ytd... omg it was like crap. danced so badly. gonna brush up steps on sun i think. really got to brush up. wth i see liao wanna faint HAHA. but at least my beats are ok, just that the movements need to be clearer and sharper = = horrible control. lol... anw, just saw vid on fb! sweet chereo! i also wanna learn T.T



then the song quite nice hmm... i think it's quite old de. haha. anw, it's Let Me Know by NLT. the lyrics quite hmm nice too i think. haha.

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Lyrics

Let Me Know Lyrics

I can’t read your mind
I need you to say it

Plain and simple
I would give my life to you
Everything you needed
Baby I would be it
You’re the only one I talk to
Who really knows me
Tells me shows me
That it’s enough sometimes just to be myself

I don’t want nobody else
They don’t understand
That I gave away my heart
The moment that I shook your hand

Take my breath away
Buy me anything I ask
Go anywhere I wanna go
I traded everything just to know

Chorus
Let me know you love me
Let me know you care
Let me know you’re thinking of me
When I can’t be there
Let me know you miss me
Call me up sometimes
I don’t wanna go but boy you gotta let me know

Stop and listen
It’s my thoughts calling your name
Screaming out the way I feel
I wish you would do the same
I think you might be on the same border
Same line same page
I’m tired
Listening to your silence brings the water to my eyes

I don’t want nobody else
They don’t understand
That I gave away my heart
The moment that I shook your hand
[Let Me Know Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ]
Don’t let me in the dark
Let this blind over my eyes
If you don’t feel the same
Is everything we have a lie?

Chorus

Please give me a reason to stay
Gotta get us back on track
Cause the worst thing is
Loving someone who doesn’t love you back
I think you do but I need you to say it

I can’t read your mind
Tell me from time to time
I need you to say it
Need you to tell me (2x)

Chorus

I can’t read your mind
I need you to say it (2x)

Let me know you love me
Let me know you care

[credits to http://www.elyricsworld.com/let_me_know_lyrics_nlt.html]

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ヽ(;´Д｀)ノ ヽ(;´Д｀)ノ ヽ(;´Д｀)ノ


yes, this emoticon is really suited for my uh situation now: shag. LOL. (i dont mean it in the connotative way btw... im a virgin lol?) anw, havent been getting sleep recently so im gonna try to keep it as short as possible. its been happening for the past few days.

basically i was sick (and still am suffering from block nose which in turn leads to my no voiceness <- no idea how to put it in a better way. pardon me.) and then my gpp was screwed up. yes, after talking with teo, the newest update is that my grp will REDO the WHOLE gpp for the FOURTH time. i swear, the next batch of juniors are going to benefit if they ask me for pointers. LOL. who else will do the gpp for as many times as my grp LOL. anw, need to submit again on next tues. and this time round, we are not THAT stress. i have no idea why. but at least we have sat, sun and mon? but i think thats not just that... maybe its cos the whole grp is finally coming tgt and working as a grp! i feel very... 欣慰 HAHA. i mean, really. our grp really like segregated since the start. today's session was kinda hm good? as in i realised that there's a change in everyone's attitude and mood. and i agree with what thava said: 'if it's gonna take 3 gpps, then it's gonna take 3 gpps.' hahaha. i think it doesnt matter how many times we do it, as long as we get something out of it in the end and manage to break through.

ok and on to other stuff hmm... oh i missed my dance lessons... ; ; wth sia. then next mon dont know can go for soccer match anot cos of dance. plus supposed to go for horti to vote for exco? i wonder >.< now got gpp also... i shall try finish most of the stuff by sunday hehe.

what else hm... oh im going for harmoc concert! can support wq ahahaha. got treated though... hmmm lol. anw, there's a lot of stuff happening recently hmm. anw, ytd had a convo with someone and then i finally know what it feels like when you marry off your son (lol?) HAHA. no la, thats just an analogy... though many stuff unconfirmed yet, but i still feel very happy for that person haha.

what else uh... idk. and im supposed to try head to PP asap NOW for dinner with wq before guitar concert XD kk cya!

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omg, it has been almost 2 weeks! a bit too busy recently -.-; it's not that im any free-er now but i just got to blog before stuff accumulate too much, then i forget everything XD XD now let me try to recall what happened over the past 2 weeks.

honestly speaking, i dont quite rmb = = had a macro photography hands on in sch i think. took pic of a snail in horti garden... = = i swear its super slimy LOL not too good when you stare at it with a macro lens for too long XD hmm, need to get the picture from someone lol. i want the pic! hahaha. though its a bit off focus at some place. but its still not bad liao, considered my first time haha. and its all thanks to ahmad's guidance! hehe.

hm, what i really rmb is what happened over last week... a lot of stuff happened. the whole week kinda eventful. a bit too eventful. lol. my pw grp was trying to chiong gpp for whole week and then we had to change pi totally after having our first draft done. greatness. everyone was like so stress lol. great thanks to whoever who heard me ranting haha. and sorry to those who heard me swear right at their faces when i was trying to think -.-; stayed back a lot after sch last week. almost everyday stay back lol. i think i only managed to go home early on mon and tues...

ah yea, talking about monday. my mon getting hectic again cos my dance class resuming hehe. there's gonna be a high chance i gonna quit horti lol. a bit too much commitments hmm. and then i dont quite feel for horti hahaha. as in i join it to have fun with the other 14 ppl la. but then the timing like clash with my dance one. a bit tiring. and i always want to go early to prac before the actual lesson starts. still waiting for photog exco results to come out anw... really hope i get in >.< (though i'd need to treat the goddess with ice cream... but i guess i'd be getting treated by her cos im so gonna fail my chem and she is definitely gonna pass with flying colors HAHA.)

oh shall randomly slot in this newest vid we took during the last lesson. pretty good imo for first lesson. those new peeps picked up the steps at least lol. but then we progressed really slow = = as you can see, one lesson only learn until around 10s of the chereo. wtf? lolol. anw, i think quite nice la... oh got remarks that i improved a lot too. hehe. means my 1yr+ prac never go to waste haha. i think im kinda addicted to dancing tho... think after A's, im gonna go spam courses HAHA. then i can go do g-style, which i think i can pick up quite quickly and will thicken my skin more lolol.



hm... oh i handed in my individual task for photog exco too! im so happy i applied for admin. cos its like the easiest indv task given among all the exco positions LOL. daniel was saying how come he dint apply for admin... the pres indv task was seriously horrible lol. and then they come up with proposal, still got to present it one >.<; mine very relaxing de, come up with proposal only. haha. guess what, the best part is no one competing for admin head! please please please let me get in >.<; lol... anw, shall wait in anticipation x.x;

AH! NOW I RMB! my niece borned on 5 may!! omg what kind of aunty am i, so horrible. forgot niece just borned. hahahaha. dint get the chance to see her until ytd. mm, quite cute hehe. super small tho! so i dont dare touch haha. as usual... tho i did cut my nails, but better not risk it LOL. when my niece smile, really looks like my sis-in-law hahaha. super funny. anw, it seems that they are coping quite well with my mum there -.-; ya la, my mum too power already. too experienced LOL. nothing frightens her when dealing with babies and kids LOL. fierce hahaha. seeing my bro got family now also quite good. he has always loved playing with kids anw. now got his own one liao hahah. when en qi (oh yea, my niece's name. her mum like one lol tho my sis and i both picked another more exotic name haha.) was about to cry, then my bro can just do stupid stuff to prevent her from doing so lol. hopefully she'd be able to bring more joy to the house haha. she's a bit quite atm tho hahaha. i think soon she'd be like family members all do stupid stuff = = lol.

did something fun on sat night. it was so entertaining till i couldnt take it anymore. i was laughing like siao when looking at the mess on msn. played a prank hmm lolol. was too bored la. then the thought of playing a prank, as joyc has always been doing, came into my mind. just nice a possible target just came knocking on my door, so i just played along HAHA. nvr knew doing sth like this is so fun... maybe next time bored can do again LOL.

had pw meeting @ bukit timah ytd. damn it, dint get the chance to go cor's hse LOL. nvm, tink we will definitely have the chance to do so sometime during the year. saw this really irritating guy sitting at the mac's... he is so rude... give me the smug face somemore. tmd. i swear he is racist, or he is just against singaporeans. $@!$@#! nvm, shant make anymore remarks. -.-# later got wrinkles no one want how... LOL. we did make progression for pw anw. some time during our discussion, stan used kel's hp to call me. in the end he called me with his own hp and then asked me if my pw grp wanna go ecp outing with them on mon = = my god sia, i die die dont wanna cycle with stan cos i have heard enough horror stories LOL. he hardcore cycler anw >.<; no thanks hahaha. i heard from kel that in the end the outing cancelled cos ppl all cant make it haha. i suggested she go one-on-one with stan tho... kekeke. lol! can double bike :D (and hope that stan actually tries to prevent her from falling off XD)

rumors and scandals in my class are getting out of hand tho... i mean, it has already gotten out of hand but its getting worse and worse now @@ and ppl are dragging me into it too! having some scandal party eh? ok lets see who can cook up the most number of scandals LOL. i think im up for the game hahahaha.

got this grp of guys damn poor thing. aiyor their an lian secrets all kenna spread. failga. the whole class know liao ok. /faints (no kc, dont use phoenix down on me = =). then during pw right, it's always the hot topic. ytd kenna shoot again after stan called. zzz. lucky i always pro and manage to divert their attention HAHA. then someone in my grp told cor the truth abt stan... hmm... LOL. however, cor refuses to believe and insists that he... kelly... LOL. its a really really funny situation. i told cor 'hm, actually got quite a lot of guys like you.' she replied 'no! no what! no one likes me la :)' aiyor... x.x; wth is this! LOL. /faints again. idk why, but then suddenly my class just seems so lively with... scandals... -.-; i mean it really adds fun into our jc life but... what happened?! LOL. who sparked this?! hmm... now let's track back...

i swear, it must have started from kc's pw grp... = = mr teo shldnt have put them tgt. omgggg. disaster lolol. and its still amazing that the grp of guys who got their uh secrets, which are not secrets anymore, exposed (no idea what better word to use) are still moving around tgt and stuff. how bonded! hahaha! heard some actually became really awkward with the girl(s) they like. poor things (what's with the 's' hmm...). hahaha. oh ya. it seems that its only my class that is so uh lively about this kind of thing. i have no idea why! what is this! lolol. i checked with my other ip friends, they all say their classes super boring LOL. no bonding, no scandaling. ok la, so maybe scandals are just products of bonding sessions? idk? LOL. what kind of weird conclusion is that! @@;

think more is to come as i spend my time with this scandalous and gossipy class and also my indecent cca, photog soc. lolol. it seems that there's funny rumors going around every where... the sch is treated as a dangerous zone now... LOL. everyday go sch like going for war. got to be prepared one haha. ppl just gossip about others right in front of their faces = = (yes, as you can see, im one of the victims.) and im not getting spared from my 2 quiet gfs too. but then they are not really succeeding at digging info out of me... LOL.

moving on, i had been checking up on my beloved ffxi stuff recently. the lead asked me once again on msn where on earth am i. lolol. mentioned sth abt a ridiculous white mage. hahaha. i hear liao i laugh until die. anw, can just skip this part cos im gonna use online games jargon again. >.<; so yea, he told me that day got this white mage get into the linkshell then join them for dynamis (its a event which we do twice per week and it takes up whole of your night to finish one run = =). he super funny. go ask the lead to put him into the tank party. then the next thing he does is to go afk during fights LOL. if you are in tank pt, you dont go afk LOL. wth was he thinking hahaha. hear liao also blur. he think white mage so unneeded meh. if not necessary we wont even have white mage in the whole alliance. lolol. fail players -.-; cant even match up a 16-17 year old (the last time i played was when i was 16 so... idk which to put XD) girl? >.< the players are at least 20+ to 30+ lol!
i am so tempted to go see who's the white mage he talking about. haha. if i go back, prolly take a day or 2 to get used to the keys and new job abilities and spells then i'd be going for events in main tank party bah... how stress... LOL. read text until cross eye = = sure end up hitting wrong keys HAHAHA.

im contemplating on whether to go back to game during june. but im afraid i cant really commit during that short period of time due to all the ongoing projects and misc stuff. i mean i dont mind reactivating the account (i think my bro doesnt either...) but if i cant commit, it'd be horrible. i cant possibly tell my pw grp that oh i have gaming session every mon and thurs night all the way till evening right?! thats so stupid and irresponsible! then i cant just go tell the lead i have to do project work then cant go for the event right? thats equally disgusting lol! plus, my old schedule ig hor, is mon and thurs 7-8pm start till midnite. then wed 10pm till around 1130 or 12am (which i kinda skipped cos i told lead i cant take it. then my participation points damn low, so cant lot for stuff XD XD). sat afternoon till evening also occupied hm... so imagine i go back... disaster LOL. sure get dragged to do other stuff too! then i still need to pump more merits into my jobs... /faints. ok la, better dont go back during june le. shall try to uh lose my bet on the mid year exams LOL. (i bet that i'd get lower marks...)

kk shall stop writing le. i wrote for 1 hr wth? so long. going out later with my sis to makan at MOF @ marina. prolly gonna eat ice cream later too :D mmm.... asked my bro to sun bian help me bring my pc down to simlim for repair lol. sot sot one. need to let them check. maybe HDD semi dead liao. that day just shut down on me and then give long beeps. then i on again also cant work. but then apparently, after leaving it alone for some time, can on again. -.-; still, it doesnt solve the problem and every now and then, the blue screen of death appears... kinda praying its gonna take bucks to fix then can just buy new one LOL. but actually not much diff la. i still wanna use desktop leh. more stable and fast. laptop cant keep up with me... LOL. unless buy ex ex one, but then later too big and stuff, then no point. i was thinking of getting laptop only during uni days or something. then will be better. now still can make do with my sis's lkk mac LOL.

hao le hao le, really got to stop crapping. aiya, crapping a lot recently. must be lesbian friend's fault (LOL). hahaha. kk la cya guys hehe. oh, and the vid of ash's newest chereo before i go! :P



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